My Little Secret

falling apart

2010-07-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

honestly, i don't know how to react now

feel that i'm falling deeper and deeper

tried not to think bout it but i just can't

wondering if you still feel the same way

but i guess you're not

like this quote:

"There are times when I can't decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you don't see me the way you did before... Hurts me even more..."

I'M BACK! :)

2010-07-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

yeah, i'm back to blogger again.. after some time, so lazy to update n decide to delete my blog... but! don't know why, feel like wanna blog again.. hahahaha so i'm back people, don't know even if i have a loyal reader hahahaha

anyway, gonna update y'all soon :)

Back to SCHOOL! -.-"

2010-04-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

yeah, sch starts tmr n i dun well prepared.. hate my module for this semester.. all programming sia. but oops.. who knows i can get a better grade like i did last year... dun judge book from the cover.. aha.. den got 1 phrase (tak kenal maka tak sayang / nv know den nv like) hahahaha sounds weird, bad translator.. haix

so anyway, spend time wif ehm2 today after finished work.. so happy, at last.. last minute.. last day before the sch starts, we spent time tgt.. watch movie "Date Night" the cast is Steve Carell, Tina Fey, etc etc.. yeah.. it's a nice movie.. worth to watch though only 88 minutes... Steve Carell always wif his jokes n stupid act but yeah.. Two thumbs up..

k, gonna end here... for u guys who starts sch tmr, hope u guys have a nice day ;)

bye

xoxo :)

2010-04-08T21:35:00.002+08:00

hello people.. how u all doing? i have a great day today... though at the end i'm quite sad... so yah... after more than 1 year stay at sg, i finally went to singapore zoo :) omg, the place is so nice.. i dun mind, going there again hehehehe

so ya lor, meet my fren at 10.30am at cck mrt then took bus... den we walk walk n see see hahaha seriously, a lot of stuff to see den we watch the show.. n time goes so fast till it's 5.30pm alr.. so we went home...

after reached woodlands mrt, wanna stop by to causeway coz wanna buy a mat.. but guess wat, end up wif buying shoes, new bikini, groceries n finally the MAT... omg... i'm broke now.. spent more than i should... haiz... need to work hard again this month to cover back.. haiya...

how ironic is it? we always end up wif buying anything else... i'll end here.. off now.. c ya ppl...

xoxo

u know u love me :)

2010-04-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

i dunno where to start but just wanna pour all these stuff here... why this thing must happened? when u alr get used to live alone, no one to care about other than fren n family... no one to share wif.. no one to lean on... then there is someone who looks perfect in ur eyes... give everything that u need... n i'm perfectly fall for him.. lean on him...

but now... sigh... things just happened... n we hardly have time... is it just too much to ask for ur time? said that maybe it's too much for me to understand how much pressure under u... me? dun understand u? u WRONG!

i tried to be patient all this time.. let me be the second the person who u prioritize... dun wanna demand too much..

i always just have a simple wish... i dun ask u to buy anything for me.. i dun need it... i just need ur care... ur concern bout me... n i.. just wanna spend time though 1 day only wif u without doing anything....

the funniest thing is i said sorry to u... without u really understand how i feel all this time n wat i want... i'm disappoint...

2010-04-06T16:10:00.004+08:00

hellowww people.. hehehe since that i have a number one fan (yeah! u know who u r lol) to ask me to update my blog, so here i am.. wif my blog...

so anyway, the reason y i didn't update my blog is errmm because of errrmm LAZY... lol yeah, dunno y i just lazy, most of the time i update tumblr.. guess that now i'm addicted to that... n the other reason y is because i dunno wat to update.. most of the time i work... if have time n ehm2 also have time, we spent time tgt... speaking of ehm2... i'm quite disappointed wif him... we had a loads of plan that we wanna do during this holiday.. but delay n delay till today the list not all completed.. not half of it completed... ckckck

BUT actually i didn't mind where we go n all that, as long as i have time wif him.. that's enough... ahh, really miss the time that we went to the beach n eat in the cafe nearby... so romantic... hehehe

by the way, anyway, bus way, sub way...lol i'm gonna end here, will update soon(if i'm not lazy hehehe) going to work soon... c ya ppl.. take care n have a nice day :) :)

i'm BACK!!!

2010-03-10T14:11:00.002+08:00

hi people, forgive me that i didn't update my blog for so long but also no point, update but no one read. but anyway, i will still update just for fun, typing wat happened to my life now and all that.

so many things to catch up, let me list them down:

1. i'm going to Bali this August with my fren n my ehm2... lol so far, just 3 of us but actually i didn't mind. and this gonna be the first trip that ONLY use my money. how i'm so proud of it hehehe still saved up for Bali now

2. i alr change my phone to N97 hehehe i changed it on August last year, a bit outdated tell u guys now hehehe n again, i use my own money to buy it, my previous one i really wanna throw it to the dustbin lol

3. my bestfren gonna study at the same sch as mine, Republic Polytechnic! yay! how i'm so happy to think bout that, we can have fun a lot! my weekend won't be boring anymore.. hehehe

4. i got the best valentine's present ever. ehm2 give me a necklace. it's heart shape with small diamonds to make it looks perfect. :)

5. my mum n dad alr know ehm2 but they haven't know that i'm dating with him. guess that need more time to tell them that.

6. somehow i just feel that my life change 360 that since i met him, everything's change. i have someone who really understand how i feel but oh well, still humans, sometimes make mistake... and he just gimme love, love that i want. didn't request for return. that i feel wanted.

7. i'm happy for now, for my current situation, n with him that he completes me...

Christmas gift :) (cont'd)

2009-12-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

yo yo.. just found a letter from someone.. guess who??? it's my didi, Jason.. he is just so sweet.. sent me a christmas card... there is a note too inside.. oh my gosh.. i'm just so touched... by my didi n everyone... :) without talk more, i will just upload the pic.. hehehe

so sweet huh? thanks again didi! Merry Christmas :)

Christmas gift :)

2009-12-21T23:50:00.008+08:00

hi.. i'm back again.. just wan a little update here :) as i said, i will upload my pic bout the present that i got :) without talk more, here is the pic... enjoy :)

Candy Cane from Babu :)

can see it glowing??? lol

got it from Babu today. it's lotus tea from Vietnam :)

lol.. like the word.. will wear this when i'm lazy.. anyway, this one from Mike as my christmas present :)

tada.. this is a real tree, fyi.. n again, got it from Mike. he said that coz i will pass my christmas alone (my roommate go overseas) so yah, gimme this.. so sweet :)

omg.. this is so lovely.. nv have someone gimme this before... :)

thanks again all of u :) i really touched n appreciate it... :)

anyway, last but not least... Merry Christmas :) have a blast!

xoxo
Veronica

update! update! update!

2009-12-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

hi guys.. just wan to have a little update here, see my blog like dead alr.. lol so yah, wanna share wif u guys some things:
1. i work at manhattan fish since that i quit from pastamania, still haven't get used to it n still under training
2. have someone to share wif.. that i think that he understand me well.. hmm, not sure whether i'm too fast to judge... but i feel comfortable when i talk to him :)
3. i will upload my pic bout ppl that alr give me my christmas present! =)

so.. there will be an upcoming new post :)

xoxo,
veron

2009-12-12T22:18:00.003+08:00

feels like wanna blog even that my eyes just left 5 watt.. lol damn sleepy.. anyway, i talked to my manager that i wanna resign.. cry like siao, coz she is the one that make me stay... so yah.. i alr got a job at manhattan fish market, hope that this new job is better than this..

btw, yest fb-ing wif someone in the fb.. post reply comment... dunno wat he wan.. fucking confuse.. he posted that ask about is there anyone that understand him? i said that "u'll find one..." then he said that maybe it's only me that understand him.. wtf?! den how? wat he wan? u know my feeling.. but still u r choosing other girl... compare me wif someone i dun even know who the hell she is... u know how i'm fucking hurt... ask me not to jealous.. i said i won't.. that u said u know my real feeling... wth?!!!

u know wat? just fuck off if u dun wan me in ur life anymore... dun make me suffer like this...

2009-12-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

hi.. feel like wanna blog.. i know i didn't blog for quite a long... blog also like so sian, talk n no pic... sorry yo... coz i'm lazy.. recently have those ISF stuff.. anyway, i did henna art at india booth today... pretty cool i think... hehe though kana charge for S$5, it's actually from other IG that so called collaborate wif India booth and the money will be used for charity, so it's fine for me...

This is after the thing dry... they said it will last for around 2 weeks...

anyway, holiday is coming soon but still need to chiong for work =.= den some more got the marketing competition... sianz... gimme a break!

holiday also cannot enjoy, can lar but so sian, roommate will go overseas... leave me alone.. so i better chiong go to work n earn money even though feel like i'm so lazy n just wan to slack... =.="

ouhh... hope everything will go smooth n be ok =)
i'll blog again if there's anything that i wan to update....

c y'all

xoxo

misery...

2009-12-06T12:06:00.002+08:00

wat is misery?

i think i felt it now.. living in a strange place that nobody else wif me...

everything i do it alone...

i dun even know y the hell i choose to live here...

now, i dunno wif whom i hang out wif...

but last nite, my bff told me that she was accepted in rp... so happy to think about that.. thinking about she will come here... will accompany me...

i will have a fren to share everything wif... won't be alone...

so Christine Winardi... i really wait for u to come... :)

xoxo,
Veronica

2009-11-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

i dunno how come my new class like this. it sucks. some of them create their own group. hi hi ha ha. say each other bitch. WTF!!! of course, they didn't do their work. i've been close wif my roomy classmates recently. dunno y, i feel comfortable wif them. even in the first meeting, i can "click" wif them. been hang out wif them twice. see... i even haven't have outing wif my own classmates.

but oh well... it's better like this i think. i can see who really is my fren n who is not.
anyway, nothing much to say. just wan to "pour" everything bout wat i felt recently.

c ya
xoxo

BALI!!!

2009-11-15T01:28:00.002+08:00

lol Bali.. i'm coming for u now.. hmm actually it's next year.. make a crazy decision last nite.. my bestfren called me at the midnite ask me whether wan to book the ticket or not coz it's damn cheap.. S$42!!! damn cheap rite? i know.. lolz that's y we change the time, plan to go on dec but change to aug since that the ticket is CHEAP lolz. so yah... will be going to Bali for 10 days.. den this morning, i just let my parents knew.. lol

anyway, my bestfren will come again, n we gonna have a fun time again... hahaha so happy to think about that.. anyway, i'm not too close wif my new classmates, indeed yesterday i was having an outing wif my roommate's classmates.. they r all fun.. except for some people, not really some.. they r 2... feel that easier to get close n mingle wif them... even wif my classmates, i can't laugh like siao.. wif them, i laugh a lot.. rofl

anyway busway by the way, i'll off soon.. will work again tml.. sian.. but yah, this is life.. cannot lazy lazy.. still need to save money for Bali hahaha
c ya

xoxo

2009-11-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

long time never blog alr. coz busy wif sch, exam, ig n work. haiz =.=
now i feel like wanna blog, speaking of blog, today our web n new media is about blog -.-" lol
anyway, just wanna share something. i'm confuse actually wat this guy want. he didn't want me anymore, has a new gf. but just now i read his status talk about he still remember the date 7/9/2006 which i know exactly wat happened that day. i was like, wat the hell u mean by making that status. wat u want. i just dun get it. i try to let go of u. wish u have a happy life wif someone else. but it's like u keep haunting me.

Arrggghhh... wat u want from me???
i'm not a mind reader ~so tell me wat u want.

anyway, my bestfren came here since last sunday. yay! haha did a whole day shopping but sad just meet her for 1 day n today just for a while coz i got sch n something to do. but anyway, she will come again 2 weeks later to take an exam at rp. she gonna sch here. at rp! omg. lol

k. i gtg. it's late now. i'll blog again when there's something new.

c ya
xoxo

Quote

2009-11-03T09:37:00.002+08:00

WEEKEND!!! ^.^ v

2009-11-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

this is a nice weekend ever after 1 month work even in weekend -.-" sianz. today i went to orchard, bugis n causeway. lol eat at sakae sushi n dinner at ion. woohooo.. lol spend 9 hours walk around all those places. window-shopping then do shopping a bit.. haha but anyway a bit disappoint, was thinking wanna go for a halloween party coz i think it might be fun.. but it's okay now, i had a good n nice weekend. so yah.. now i wanna sleep alr, so tired..

nites y'all
xoxo

2009-10-25T11:15:00.003+08:00

hi hi. long time dun update my blog. sorry yo. got a lot of work. became workaholic now haha but i plan to shop after i received my paid. i won't work in coming weekend. yesterday, got 1 audit came to rate all the stuff like the staff, hygiene n else. this is the second time for this month. that time also got. dunno y they audit twice in this month. u know wat. i got all the points again like i did for the first audit. yay! so happy hahaha n there's something that makes me feel so happy, the audit said something about me to manager. then manager said to me, she said that the audit said that the way i work n smile to customer is so genuine n i do my work very naturally. then she said that she was not surprised when he said that because he is the second person said that, the first audit also said that. how i'm so happy. :)

i just try to do my best when i'm work n i smile to customer to see their smile. i do it by heart. :) n like i said in the previous blog. everything that u do by heart, the result will be good :D

i'm going to eat sushi now.. c ya... haha

xoxo

Hi W46H =) nice to meet y'all :D

2009-10-13T14:39:00.003+08:00

2009-10-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

how i wanna know all these answers. just read his wall post about that social interview. the question is like this : "If you could travel back in time, where and when would you go?" his answer is 10 October 2006. an answer that surprised me. u know y? coz i also answer the same for that question. but i dun really write the date, i just write my secondary sch. i just dun get it. y he want to back at that time if he alr have a good life with his gf. dun say that he still have feeling with me, coz he didn't need me anymore. seriously.
another story, i just have a chat wif A.B, he always make me smile in every message that he sent. feel like i have a feeling wif him but is that possible? i even haven't met him before. but we have known each other for a long time n just this year, we just exchange number which means that he ready for the next step closer. he is kind boy n the most polite ang moh guy that i know. i also hope that i can go there someday.

ahh.. speaking bout my new class, seems like we alr quite close to each other compare to the first day. some of them alr more talkative. hahaha
anyway, to be continue... hohoho

xoxo

New classmates

2009-10-06T09:05:00.002+08:00

just start my new sem yesterday. thanks god that my teammates are so friendly. today, my teammates are a bit quite or maybe we haven't get know to each other. anyway, this morning i so unlucky. slip myself when i step above the drain in the school. feel so hurt n i got a scratch which i think that line will change into bruise =_=" n my ass.. damn pain now.. lol

2009-10-01T19:11:00.002+08:00

hi. finally, i can update my blog. hufff. so tired today. just came back from medan, morning flight. seems like things will back as usual. go to sch n work. today suppose to have class chalet for 3 days 2 nights but i can't join today, too tired alr. sorry guys. i'll join the tml chalet.

ahh. speaking of which my ex-bf. he has a new gf alr. dun wanna talk much bout him. the important thing is i'm happy recently. have a chat with ehm2.. hahaha still a secret. but wat can i say is he is really kind n polite. guess that our relationship is more closer now. but i dun wanna hope too much, the chance is so small as in he is not in the same country wif me.

will update again soon :)

c ya

outing outing outing n today kuai kuai stay at home... hahaha

2009-09-13T17:48:00.003+08:00

hahaha today i kuai kuai stay at home... sitting in front of laptop n update my blog lol. time goes so fast, without i realized i alr at medan for 2 weeks. that 2 weeks i spent a lot with my frends. hang out almost everyday. chit chat n laugh. what a relax n nice moment that i have. n of course i eat a lot hahaha even though that i can't eat too spicy n there's some food that i can't eat coz of my acne n i'm in recovery now. hope my face can recovery soon. >.<

2009-09-02T14:49:00.002+08:00

Finally.. i'm @ Medan.. hohoho arrived 2 days ago. still remembered clearly wat happened when i was in the flight going to medan. the plane is f*cking shaky... turbulence... OMG... i myself until like "k.. i will just give up everything to God..." the plane keep shaking n up n down... till finally i vomit.. ugh.. it's been a long time i never vomit when i took a plane...
it's the worst flight that i ever ever ever took... from outside the window.. i can see that medan is raining heavily n it's STORMY... yup.. stormy.. no wonder that the plane is like that...

huahh.. feel so relaxing n comfortable..
mission completed:
- eat satay
- eat misop
- eat sambal
- meet my best friends

n today, i wanna go to saloon to cut my hair.. hehehe
can't wait to do all the stuff... :)

2009-08-28T16:51:00.004+08:00

today i learn a new thing. when i worked at pastamania n around 3.30, Vyce(my outlet manager) asked me to distribute flyers. the first thing that crossed my mind when i heard that is, OMG, how can i finished to give all that flyers. fyi, the flyers are around 1 cm. so it's around 40+. coz, from wat i know is it's not easy to give the flyers because some people or even most of the people dun like to take it. i admit myself also dun like to take it, except the flyer is attractive. when i stand there outside the sun plaza, i felt that how the ppl feel. when ppl ignore u.. or they dun wanna take ur flyer... but behind that, i also knew how me as the ppl who passed by, we knew that the ppl who give the flyer never smile, they just give their flyer...
i dun wanna feel like that... when i gave the flyer, i try to smile... smile to everyone that look at me... n some ppl take it.. i said thank u to them...
then, finally i can finished it all in just 20 min...which i think is fast...
when i went back, i told my experience to Vyce. she knew how i feel, when it came to the part where i said that the ppl that i saw that dun smile when give the flyer n most of the ppl who passed by just ignore, she said that it's because they just want to finished the flyer quickly.. then i think that it is true... she also said that the most important thing is u learned something from it...
yup, i learned new thing.. a role that i never played before...

one thing that i wanna say to all of u guys is when u do something by heart, the result will be good... :)

2009-08-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

"The Day You Went Away"
M2M

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away
**************************************************************************************

sounds sad rite the song...
i just realized that somewhere some part inside my heart
i still have those memories with u that will always stay at there
i just realized that even until now
there's part of u that always make me wanna look back
i just realized that there's so much thing that i wanna say
but it's just too late
coz the 4-year-ago person that i miss
is not there for me anymore...

i wanna move on...
n i alr did it since 2 years ago...
but i dunno y
that i felt something when i read the notes that u make for other girl
that i felt disappoint when u dun meet me when u came here
that something bout u that always drag me to the past
that i miss u...

2009-08-19T22:18:00.006+08:00

hi, i finally update my own blog after i update W14L blog. today is my first day UT. yup, this week we gonna have UT3. on the last day sch, we have a class lunch tgt. we order pizza delivery, have fun n took a lot of pics

For W14L, i wanna say these, that I'm gonna miss:

- Murni that always makes me giggle in front of my screen & even today she success make me giggle during UT! lol n give me new NICKNAME hahaha
- ChoonKai that always support me & being a good fren n uncle & his joke around that always brighten my day
- Nabil with his crap joke n sating random things n OH, sing malay song. he always makes me laugh in this own way
- Jing Hui.. my lao pa.. that always protect me haha
- Jason... my lovely didi that always being kind.. i'm gonna miss taking a lot of pics and make it into flipbook :)
- Jonas.. that even i'm not too close with u but i enjoy time where me n u in the same group
- WangTeng that always talk a lot in the presentation haha
- Sakura with her cute face n funny
- Erra that always start the class convos n lately like to play with nudge
- Jo that always got disturb by others n the way she talk that makes me laugh
- Fadz that help me a lot in programming haha
- Desmond Ming a.k.a silent kill that always draw funny things in class convos
- Desmond Wong that have a funny laugh n help me a lot during math module
- Harvn that also like to joke around n M.I.A haha
- Jin a.k.a baby hair that being so naughty but been changed lately
- Hamdi that also help me a lot at math n when presentation like to touch his hair lol
- Aung that like to spy my group haha
- Alviss that like to joke around n M.I.A lately
- Jerome that always ask a lot of question during cognitive n being a misterius guy hahaha
- Patricia with her sleepy face n funny
- Heezal that at first being depressed but lately i think that he found his lover hahaha

sure i will miss all that moment. for W14L, thanks for being my fren n being such a good fren that i dun feel that i am alone here. i hope that the friendship that we build will never end :) i'm looking forward our next class outing :D

-

feel alive...

2009-08-11T23:31:00.007+08:00

YEAH! feel alive... yesterday, i took a day off from work n hang out wif my roommate, go to yishun to eat sushi at northpoint n then go to east coast. meet the others 2 frens at yishun then finally 4 ppls go to east coast... hahaha it was a nice public holiday after a past few months, i just spent my weekend by working working n working... sianz...

back to my story, we rent a bike there.. a double bike... fyi, i cannot ride a bike.. how embarrassing. that's y we use double bike n i just sit on the back. quite scary at first but nice ^^ hehe then we spent time at the beach n took a lot of pics.. i'll upload the pic as soon as i alr got the pic from my fren.

here's the pic... hehehe

Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks

Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks

Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks

Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks

2009-08-06T22:31:00.004+08:00

i wanna buy a new shoes.. lol that time i alr saw it in JB but unluckily, i spent my ringgit alr lol but this time, i really wanna buy alr but if there is still have the stock... hope so...

here is the pic, nice or not? haha it can make into 2 model, first is like that, then we can also pull it up to make high cut sneakers

2009-08-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

i dunno wat happened to me today.. u know wat, at pasta mania just got 2 people who worked included me.. crazy rite.. the people alr like siao, a lot... but the staff just 2... that's not the bad thing, not yet... i drop the pizza... ya.. i dropped it... for god shake, i dunno wat have i done... when i wanna took the pizza.. i kena langgar the 'q' board... n 2 pieces of the pizza fell down... i felt so bad.. really... n then u know wat, when i carried the plate, fortunately it's empty... i dropped it again.. shit.. damn... i dunno wat happened to me... luckily got 1 guy, he also from indonesia... he helped me swept the floor where i dropped the pizza, n when i dropped the plate, he helped me to take it... then he asked me to drink some water... said maybe i'm too tired... am i? i think so... 2 days straight slept at 3am coz of worked...

the first 2 hours, i just started work.. i spent a lot of energy alr... run here run there... when it's at 4 or 5, i forgot alr.. got 1 fat girl.. shit.. this one, i really dun like her... u know y? she always slack one.. damn... at 7 people started coming again.. n i'm so busy... i took the tray from customer n coz i'm in rush, i put the tray at her place, asked her to put on top together with other tray coz she worked as cashier today... but u know wat.. when i passed her place again, she asked me to put back.. shit fucko... is it so difficult that just take the tray n put on the top tgt with other tray that is RIGHT in front of u... that's not the worst yet.. she asked me, called me, when i'm in rush, just to put the delivery paper at the kitchen.. damn... she just need to walk 3 steps... 3 STEPS... that's not yet the worst.. the worst is.. actually, i worked until 9, but manager asked me to work until 11, i said cannot coz tml got sch.. some more, i alr tired... i dun wanna fall sick.. tonite just got Ardi who is that indonesia guy, he do the closing alone... he will be damn tired... so i worked until 10.. i help him a bit... n guess wat.. that fat girl.. sitting chit chat wif the driver... i'm so mad alr... Ardi also dun like her, said that she is so lazy... yup.. LAZY... slack a lot...

damn... today is a bad day...

2009-08-01T11:53:00.002+08:00

Hi... i just woke up lol yesterday i alr came home late at nite coz got staff meeting at Pastamania. meeting from 1030 pm to 1230am sia la... all the staff alr sleepy lol
the manager gave us some briefing n told us the complaint that she got n some more... n b4 the meeting end, she took out 3 packet of hello panda which i thought that she wanted to give it to the staff.. hahaha then she said that we as the manager (there are 3 manager) have nominated some staff.. then she start with the best support or as known as the best cashier is no one.. hahaha she said that until now not yet have.. then she said the best runner or as known as waitress... i was sleepy that time, then suddenly i heard my name was called... waaaa... i reflected said "ha?" then everybody laughed at me.. lol
i won the best runner.. hahaha although that the prize just hello panda... i was excited, it is quite motivated me... haha n at last the best guy-who-never-late... lol is Ardi, he is from Bali... new comer for training... then at last have the best employee is Hazirah... she is quite hardworking compare to others...

n yah... yesterday, at 5 pm as usual i went to rock climbing n follow the level 1 rock climbing.. that time i missed the first session, now i dun wanna miss it again... we were taught how to use the safety equipment if we want to climb high wall... n yesterday is my first day that i climb high wall in rp.. my firt experience of climbing high wall is in climb lab which i alr told u guys b4... k back to topic, at first, i try to climb the high wall, i can't finished until the top, there is several tiles left... like no more energy to climb coz long time no climb n i dun do warm up... then at the second time, i can made up till the top.. hahaha there is a satisfaction when i reached the top... i like dun imagine that i can reached it coz at the middle my hand alr tired, i wanna go down.. but the one who belay me said that u can do it, c'mon... then i also told myself, i can n keep saying that... n voila.. i can reached it... hahhaha

k.. that's all that i wanna share about yesterday... today haven't happened anything.. hahaha c ya.. have a nice day... ^^

2009-07-29T23:00:00.004+08:00

Hi.. finally, i update my blog again.. hahaha 2 days ago, it was enterprise module. on that day, we need to wear formal as in for like give us example how is gonna happen when we apply job. we have 2 groups of interviewee, 2 groups of interviewer n 1 group that do ppt which is like usual.. fortunately, my group got interviewer which is i think the most easiest among all hahaha we just need to provide several question which will be use to interview... ahh... that's all bout enterprise, dun wanna talk more about it.. hahaha that day we took a lot of pic.. i post some of the pic for u guys to see... ^^

Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks

in this pic : me, didi n uncle... lol

here got some more.. hahaha

one happy family... hahahaha

k guys... actually.. i got a lot more.. but i just post this some pic... i wanna sleep alr... c ya... Xoxo

:(

2009-07-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

huahhh... i got 2 bad news... without taking more longer time.. i just straight forward.. hahaha
1. LC in my team again... -.- 3 days straight sia... wa lao.. what's on earth that i can be in the same team AGAIN... arrrghhhh... dun wanna think about it again...
2. we got shoot from faci... -.-" sorry team 4...

now.. i'm speechless... i dunno anymore... i feel bad...

BUSINESS attire!!! hahahaha

2009-07-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

huahhh today i dun join rock climbing due to i star things... hiks ahh today our enterprise faci said that we need to wear business attire next week which i dun have... -_-"
just now i went to cwp to find. wanna find G2000... hahaha den it said sale, so i went in lor... then i'm like so blur2 one... never buy all those kind of shirt... i dun even can compare... den finally, i choose one shirt n 1 skirt.. hahaha when i try... i looks like 25 yo -.- it makes me look older.. hahahaha
but finally i buy... expensive sia... hahhaha i dun wanna tell the price here... hehe
waa... can't imagine next monday, ppl will wearing formal hahahaha
maybe, next monday i will take some pics n put it here... hahahaha

-_-"""

2009-07-18T00:43:00.002+08:00

tiring sia... this morning i woke up, my hands pain coz of rock climbing. long time no climb alr. then just now i work from 3 to 11 -_-""" my legs pain... now i'm bed alr... dun wanna move anywhere... hahaha wanna rest my legs... ah ya, when i worked, i saw a guy, sia la.. u know wat.. the ear piercing is soooo big.. like a big hole.. i think my thumb can fit in... can u imagine that??? wa piang... is it in trend? coz i saw 2 customers like that... ahh... crazy alr.. hahaha tml i also work.. k.. i wanna stop typing this post alr.. hahaha c ya...

Rock climbing... i'm back!!! hohohoho

2009-07-16T22:49:00.004+08:00

Hi guys... today i have programming UT... i thought that it would not be a difficult exam but damn shit it is f*cking difficult... actually, quite ok but the matter is not enough time... how come they just give us 45 minutes to complete that all... bloody hell... dun wanna talk about my UT again...

after UT, i have rock climbing at climb laboratory, the place is near jurong east.. n we went there by bus that provided... the place is quite difficult to find. in a building with some like factory also. at first, i was wondering where to climb.. then we arrived at 5th floor. from there we need to walk not so far n finally we can find the place.. the wall n from wat i c is all high wall which means that we need to climb use those safety equipment things. this is the first time i climb high wall, i feel so nervous n afraid coz of the height... hahaha

the first wall that i climb, i dun finished it all, i just finished until 3/4 because the tiles is getting difficult to grab for me n some more there r obstacle like to touch the last tiles, we need to pull our self up to grab the tiles which is not easy for me since i alr tired.. then u know wat, when i can't finish it anymore, i wanna go down but no strength alr, so i just let go off my hands n i swing at 3 meters height.. wa lao.. i'm so afraid... hahaha but then yaa.. that is my first experience then when i rest a while... the second wall, i can finished it up.. hohoho so proud of myself but when i look down, i afraid again hahaha... but i think i will get used to it... tml also have rock climbing training n finally, we can do it in sport complex again after that H1N1 issue thing... but since i dunno, i alr give my work schedule, so i work tml n cannot join it... :( but ok lar... hehehe huahh... tiring sia... wanna take some rest... c ya...

ICE AGE 3!!! LoLz

2009-07-13T21:25:00.004+08:00

Yo guys.. wazz up? haha... i just watched ice age 3 today wif my frens... thanks to choon kai, u alr arrange this... hehehe huahh... feel so relaxing... after UT go watch movie... hahahaha the movie damn nice n funny sia... i laugh a loads... hahaha two thumbs up.. hehehe

ahh ya, i got something to tell.. but uhmm wanna tell or not ya... hahaha i think... hmmmm... hmm...

hmm...

wanna tell?

dun tell?

wanna tell???

dun tell??

no lar... hahahaha but i just revealed a little.. someone that is from my past... now find me again... is that a good news? or not??? hehehe..

k.. feel tired n sleepy... nites all... Xoxo...

2009-07-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hi guys... just wanna passed by for a while to say something... i think i dun wanna think about that guy alr... no hope, he also dun find me anymore... think that... this is it.. fiiuuhh... now, i feel like miserable... dun have a lot of frens here... but fortunately, i still have some fren that really kind to me.. hehehe ahh ya, last nite, i work nite shift.. from 11 to 7 am... tiring sia... dunno y, in the middle of nite even at 3 plus still have customer.. they dun sleep ya? curious bout wat they do at that time... haiz.... at 4 plus, my head alr feel like heavy.. wanna sleep alr... then this morning, i arrived at hostel around 8 plus, then i straight go to my bed then fall asleep...hahaha sleep until 3 hahaha... then, i go to cwp to eat n meet my roommate there n go home together... i also shopping there... hiks... so expensive sia the dress... but i like... hahaha i used my own money that i earn from worked to buy... hohoho kk... wanna sleep alr, some more tml got UT... arrghh... wish me luck yo... :) nitez... Xoxo...

2009-07-10T08:41:00.002+08:00

MOrning... hahaha yesterday i worked till 11 so i dun have time to post a blog... arrived at woodlands alr 12.30.... tired sia.. -_-" ah ya, i got a story when i worked hahaha when i worked at cashier rite, as usual, i take the item to scan n say the price. then, there was aunty want to buy a tea the brand is something to do with earth hahaha forgot the name alr. then we (me n my fren) said the price, the aunty seems dun understand wat we said n spoke a language that i dunno. then she went after paid then she back again, spoke a word that we dun understand. then suddenly i got wat lang is that, it's JAPANESE!! wa lao... i tried to help the aunty, there was an uncle that can speak english, he translate that to me. then i knew that she wanna changed the drink because that one is sweeter. the aunty keeps talking then fortunately i remembered some japanese word, i asked her to wait for a moment coz i need to ask my manager whether can change or not. then can change finally, then i said arigatou... hahaha n u guys know wat.. there were a japanese tourists, in a moment, all of our customers were japanese n most of them dun understand english. hah. there's a lot of japanese word that i alr forgot, i used to learn it. yesterday, i even forgot how to say the price in japanese. -_-" i think, i wanna learn it again....

at last, i wanna say some about that guy... seems like things didn't work between us... recently, he did not find me for a chat alr... n i just dun wanna force on it... k, wanna continue do my work alr... hahaa in class now... c ya... XoxO..

2009-07-06T22:37:00.004+08:00

Yo yo... hahaha uhh.. today so sianz... due to H1N1, all my schedule screwed up... haiz... no rock climbing... no course... no activity... can't see him... hahahaha jk.. seems like i talk to much about this guy alr till uhh <> hahaha revealed my secret... hahaha

huahh.. just finished watch boys before flowers... sia la... i finished up 25 episodes in 5 days... hahaha cool huh? or crazy maybe... hahaha

at last, nothing much to say... haha just wanna passed by... lol.. k.. nite guys... xoxo

What a day?! fiuhhh...

2009-07-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

One day past... haha aarrrgghhh... feel wanna kill my Enterprise faci if think about it... haha u know y? she gave me A... supposed to be happy is it? but i'm not... y? coz this faci never gimme A before, she gave me straight B... there always be a reason... always comment in our team PPT.. all teams she comment... n some more, this A grade i got it when in e-learning week which is useless... argh... damn... ughh, dun wanna talk about it again...

ahh yaa... today i have rock climbing in climb asia.. as i alr told in the previous post.. i met him.. haha... so happy... :) whoaa.. long time dun climb, no strength to climb longer... my hand easy to get cramp... we spend 2 hours there, supposed haven't finished but he need to go somewhere then i also dun wanna go home too late... need to take train n it's quite far, so i also follow him... he company me to DG, he supposed to stop at CH but he company me till there n guide me till the train that i supposed to take... hehehe then yah... i got a story when i'm in a train.. i saw an empty sit, i go sit then i saw an uncle carry 2 big fair price plastics bag full of things, so i let him to sit... then he terminated in the next station... then i wanna sit again lor but at the same time, there is an aunty also wanna sit then she like wanna let me sit but i said nah, aunty sit lor... i stand near the door.. lean on the glass there... feel so bored, forgot to take my mp3... then when it arrived at AMK, she stand up then she called me, asked me to sit.. nice wat... hehehe like she is trying to do back that i did to her... hehehe

kk.. that's all that i wanna share... wanna watch my movie now even i alr sleepy n tired.. hahaha k, c ya guys tml... ;)

2009-07-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... i'm back... hahaha i've got a lot of things to say till i dunno where to start... lol kk, i'll start wif i got the job at 7 11, currently i alr have a job but the working hour is so little... so i find another one in somerset that my fren recommended... that the first thing that i wanna share... then the next thing is my math faci change today n the damn thing is his first priority is teamwork... n the damnest(what word is that? lol) kk... n the worst thing is in our group, we have LC. i heard from other team when we have other module, she didn't contribute n some more she submit her own PPT... wa piang e... if that thing happen in my team, i'm gonna slap her... hahaha n wat they said about she didn't talk, didn't contribute... it's all true... damn... i ask her to talk, other teammates also ask her coz we dun want our grade been downgraded coz of her... n u know wat... she like blur2 one... everything we said, she didn't answer... wa lao.. like to zombie.. hell yeah... appropriate called for her... it's not i'm cruel or wat, but u guys need to know that she is really like that... faci even call me n her out... yeah ME... i thought that i'll be complained or wat by faci... but luckily, he asked LC to talk more, to contribute... n guess wat.. even faci, she didn't answer him... hahahaha faci oso ask her "u got wat i mean, y u look blur?" LOLZ... then he said that LC can talk to me as well... fiuhh... not a big deal... hahaha when meeting 3, we need to present our PPT, LC just need to read today's problem and we alr TOLD her many times but u know wat, when her turn, we didn't hear anything at first, then we turn at her... she just stood still... -_-" then i said, this is ur slide... then she like blur2... ha? like that... wa piang... haha n finally she talk about that slide...

kk... n the last thing that i wanna share is there will be no rock climbing tomorrow -_-" i feel so happy alr when we can go to school as usual, thought that can do rock climbing n sports again.. but... sport complex closed -_-"""" but as the change, we climb at climb asia near the farrer park there... i think i'm gonna join it since i alr miss rock climbing hahahaha n that guy... lol when i ask him will he be going there, he said yes but cannot until finished... k.. so let just c how tml.. haha kk.. wanna go to sleep alr.. good nite y'all... XoxO.... :D

Same shit different day!!!

2009-06-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... ugh.. today still e-learning n today so sian like siao... Yeah, same shit different day, dunno how come my life like this... Fortunately tomorrow i have work so that i won't slack all day. Ahh ya, yesterday i work from 6 to 11... Sunday nite, people like siao.. a lot sia... some more got SP students, i thought that they just came back from some water sport, wear like those want to dive. Last nite super tired... hahaha but i rather choose work than nothing to do. Still want to chase my target to earn a lot money then go back hometown changed my phone. hohohoho ohh! anyway, by the way, subway, fyi, RP students that got H1N1 increased by 3 for today! scary sia... so the total of H1N1 victims are 57!!! n 1 staff included inside... again... drink a lot of water n wish that all of u ok... :)

Anyway, i wanna share some about a guy, a guy that i just know for a few weeks, i dunno since when i think i like him.. But sad, i think he cold feet now, think that it is too fast... I think so, but i dun mind taking time to know him better, i realize that i haven't know much about him... I start to hope that he will keep in touch wif me everyday, sms me or chat wif me... He is just a nice n kind guy that can make me laugh till my cheeks cramp!!! lols
k, gotta off alr... c ya guys tomorrow... XoxO ;)

Bored to the core!!!

2009-06-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

Huahhh... what a boring day recently... u guys noe y? coz of H1N1!!! i can't go to school, got "home quarantine" and continue the study by e-learning... wth... we'll do this until this wed, but i guess still will be postponed coz many students alr got H1N1... scary sia... the last news that i got is 43 students alr got H1N1... so u guys drink a lot of water and b careful with ppl around u...back to topic, all IG also stopped and sport complex closed... -_-" can u imagine how bored? damn sianzzz... -_-"""

W14L & Sentosa ^^

2009-06-03T15:26:00.001+08:00

Hey hey hey... I'm back again... hahaha This is my current class for now before it changes :( we already have fun as a class and we went to Sentosa on 2nd June which just passed... It was fun and hope can hang out like that again... :) Here just some pic, there's a lot more but i can't put it here all, otherwise the post will be so long...hahaha

From left : Heezal, Desmond, Murni and Jerome

Harvn

Choon Kai & Veronica (infront), Jing Hui & Jason (back)

paparazzi took my pic...lolz

Desmond (silent killer lol), Choon Kai, Alviss, Jason, Jing Hui, Jonas & Desmond

Science Center Trip

2009-06-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hi... This time my destination was go to Singapore Science Center... hohoho I joined ISC(International Student Club) n they arranged an event so I became their helper... hmm... nothing much to say.. haha just post some pics... enjoy! ^^

3D cubes

This one is nice, when u look up, u can see this pic...hehe

Can u see that there are 4 peoples standing face to each other? haha

Arrggghhh... where's my body???

Strong & Weak... :(

National Museum of Singapore

2009-06-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.. i'm back again...haha so long dun update my blog...hahaha let me start with my visit at National Museum a month ago..hahaha I went there with my roomate n my 2 friends... we sign up through RP, it's free... hahaha quite nice... we're so lucky because that time, there have Christian Lacroix exhibition... his costume directly from France...haha got some pic, enjoy it... :)

Like this one the best... lolz

Polyurethane (PU) foam experiment

2009-03-24T12:44:00.003+08:00

This is the first experiment on the first day in lab. Making those foam that use for mattress. Cool! I just knew the process... lol

OSG camp

2009-03-24T12:17:00.001+08:00

Here are some pictures that i wanna share with u guyz...hehe These pic were taken during the camp, we had 3D 2N camp, 1st night at RP n the next night was at Ubin island. We did some activities, so exciting... hehe Do kayaking as well at Ubin island, but unfortunately no one took the pic while we're doing kayaking. Apart from many mosquitoes and insect, it's very fun. :)

My Chinese friends and I. Taken before the activity started.

After wore safety equipment. Ready for doing some activity at ALC (Adventure Learning Center). We had to pass 4 challenges. Scroll down to see more pics... hehehe There are 4 pictures according to the order of the challenges.

This was taken after finished doing the 1st check point. It's in the cliff, can see Singapore at the view. Everybody already tired and the weather was so hot. But still... give a smile at camera... :)
From left : My Myanmar friend (J), Vietnamese (Nguen), Indonesian (William), 3 Myanmar friends (Luke, Will, Jeff)

Weekend at Vivo City

2009-03-09T11:28:00.000+08:00

Weekend

2009-03-06T11:28:00.001+08:00

These photo were taken in Clarke & Boat Quay, Singapore while in weekend. We meet Naruto & friends' cosplay... Took some pic...hehe

RP's photographs

2009-03-06T10:52:00.000+08:00

On March 5, we got project called "Photo Taking". The topic is RP's day. Here are some pictures that i wanna share with all of you.

Deeepp hole...haha

This photo were taken in Admiralty park. Even though it was so hot and so tired but we still can do a pose hahaha

RP's sport complex

Hostel